


My Only Love

by Enlilspeaks2012



Category: Utena
Genre: Poetry, Romance
Language: English
Status: In-Progress
Published: 2005-06-12
Updated: 2005-06-12
Packaged: 2013-09-11 13:21:34
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 460
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2435132/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/481527/Enlilspeaks2012
Summary: Who's face exactly burns in the depths of her stony heart?. AnthyAkio, AnthyDios.





	My Only Love

_My Only Love _ Light and comforter of my soul 

_The only love that is embedded into the depths of my being_

_The only love that I have ever known-_

_I remember touching you_

_Seeing you sleep_

_Hearing your soft breath_

_I remember you calling me to come lay with you_

_To place my head upon your chest_

_I remember smelling the essence of your being_

_And seeing the first morning rays of light shine_

_Upon your angelic face_

_Since you have left me –_

_I feel that I have died _

_And your ghost_

_Haunts this place_

_I see him every moment, in my mind's eye_

_And from here to there_

_In the home – _

_In the sky _

_In the earth_

_I see you my ghost "my love" in everything_

_And everywhere._

_Before he left me_

_Death had a grip on him_

_His love heart had stopped beating_

_Either for me _

_Or for himself_

_His kisses became cold and persistent_

_That he had a love heart for me_

_And nobody else_

_He had distanced himself from me_

_And I pray to God that my love _

_Passes through to his soul_

_That he not walk the earth in such darkness_

_Such madness_

_Such pain and misery_

_And pray I will and I will strive_

_To be in peace knowing_

_That you loved me once ghost lover_

_When your heart beat_

_And you were alive._

_His love light had become ice_

_His eyes had grown sullen,_

_Empty and hollow_

_Full of pain and of secrets_

_Of dubious sorrow---_

_My love heart had not mattered_

_Even in sacrifice_

_Nothing that I gave would_

_Ever suffice_

_Ghost lover_

_You are all to me_

_In the flesh and now _

_In memory_

_All truth_

_All lies_

_All pain _

_And everything_

_And my heart is dieing again_

_But true_

_Your love heart had died long before me_

_And all that was good _

_Has died from within you_

_But ghost lover_

_My love _

_My heart_

_I love you_

_How I feel that your fury _

_And darkness _

_And wrath and pray that it be touched_

_And wakened by kiss of light_

_I pray with hope, _

_That there will be no more sorrow_

_I pray that god awaken it_

_If not today_

_Be tomorrow._

_My ghost love _

_Light _

_Hope and dream_

_I have loved thee_

_And I am barely alive myself_

_My love heart beats still _

_For always and forever_

_In pain and in wrath_

_No matter what lie ahead _

_What roads that may be tread_

_My love heart has been true_

_And no matter where you travel_

_My love will be lingering with you_

_No matter what path_

_That you take or get lost on or have_

_To see_

_I love you now_

_I love you then_

_And for all eternity_


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